Sigh. I have been trying to be more positive and the last post could not sound more down. I feel a lot of hurt. That goes without saying. Eventually I was able to get up and force myself to eat something. That seems to sometimes help. Part of my goals for self-growth have included an… Continue reading I was too negative…but the depression is also severe
It hurts so much
To be placed on a pedestal is not recommended for a relationship, but for me, I just wanted the love more than anything. I still remember how my Love regrettably told me he wished that even our getting married had not been put off for so long. I feel like I have been put last… Continue reading It hurts so much
SHE used to drink water!
I saw this a few days ago and it made me laugh. I feel like this a lot: Within this past hour, I also saw a picture of somebody who expressed himself so much like my Love, that I stopped dead in my tracks with utmost curiosity, along with intrigue. I downloaded the picture,… Continue reading SHE used to drink water!
Flag of Convenience
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1i8aPl2v12I On good days, I try my best to be supportive. It sounds hard to have no identity, especially if it was crushed out of you. But that still is no excuse for being hurtful to not be open about how one actually feels, especially if it destroys love. You told me that this was… Continue reading Flag of Convenience
A Very Hard Act to Follow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwS9O4BAiek Dover was a city known as being a focus for peoples leaving and entering Britain. This song covers the topic of transitions. My Love is a very hard to follow, as in understand. But without this person, nothing else has meaning. The meaning is in the love. But love is hard to follow... ----… Continue reading A Very Hard Act to Follow
I could show you how
I have seen numerous relationship coaches strongly warn against responding poorly emotionally to a breakup. And so I have been really struggling to truly understand the problem with this statement and why it is so toxic during a breakup: “So you are begging and pleading to the person who dumped you? Well, that’s weak and… Continue reading I could show you how
Trust, how to reconcile, and meditation exercise
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xpIrfzZ_6A I think this video does a really good job of showing the concept of pulling away and how feelings of anger can arise. I really recommend it, because it shows how difficult it can be for people to see beyond hurt sometimes. Understanding the perspective of others can make the world of a difference!… Continue reading Trust, how to reconcile, and meditation exercise
Where are you in your personal recovery?
Seeing I am in the very cautious time period of reestablishing peaceful talk, I have to think long and hard about these questions a lot of the time. I pulled these series of questions from Mark Seiter’s website. Are you truly ready to talk to your ex again? How much time has gone by since… Continue reading Where are you in your personal recovery?
Putting in the effort for someone
I can see everything, and everything you'll see, is lies! After learning about how respect works and how you have to try so hard to repair a broken relationship, I have not wanted to lose my Love at all, but it was today that I woke up in tears. He has not had to experience… Continue reading Putting in the effort for someone
I survived the first date!
The first date…happened. I want to thank Mat Boggs for his encouraging audio to help me survive. This pep talk which he gives is definitely the attitude to have with someone when as you are looking in the mirror and about to step out the door: http://www.crackingthemancode.com/love-abundance-mindset-training-reg I also focused on making a comfortable neutral… Continue reading I survived the first date!
Sango and Miroku 