The last time I thought about everlasting love involved being very sad, but today I decided to write down some motivating words that I heard in a video. I think they really summarize what I am thinking when I try so hard and refuse to let go of my Love. “Hopefully you continue to fight… Continue reading Everlasting Love
When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
It hurts so much to know my Love views me as a disappointment as well. I really wanted him to be proud of me. That’s why I tried so hard in the first place. I was never a lazy wife. Never. And the one time I didn’t truly do some serious listening when I should… Continue reading When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
Girlfriend material – accepting hardships
"She is not a girlfriend material if she leaves as soon as you start crying or expressing a problem. In a relationship, of course we want it to be perfect and always joyful. But being emotional should also be accpeted. A girl who can’t handle you at your first [worst] clearly don’t deserve your best.… Continue reading Girlfriend material – accepting hardships
Inuyasha Ep. 20-21 – taking care of my own attractiveness
This next chapter in the marriage course is a tough one for me. I think it is perhaps my greatest weakness. I have to work on becoming more attractive. I have blogged about this one repeatedly. I keep getting told to do it by literally everyone: take care of myself. “Lie down! Sleep! Rest! How… Continue reading Inuyasha Ep. 20-21 – taking care of my own attractiveness
They have power over you
"They have power over you" This statement is made to explain how it goes when someone pushes you away from the relationship. Different feelings arise, which can include sadness, panic, and anger. My most recent lesson for the marriage course that I am taking is about working on oneself and having feelings of anger was… Continue reading They have power over you
The same runaround every time
Every time I talk to anyone - therapist or otherwise - they advise that I find a hobby, work on something else. This polite way to say it could more bluntly be put as “Get the hell over it and find a distraction!” Then I talk about how much I value stability and long for… Continue reading The same runaround every time
And I will lose myself for you
“I'll never let it hold me down I'll never let you walk through hell I would lose myself for you And don't you know that all I need Is a little bit of company and I would lose myself for you (Lose myself for you)” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AEJY-2Ku0Q True love is about sacrifices. That is maturity. I… Continue reading And I will lose myself for you
I’m tired of “nothing at all”
It’s been a while since you and I Said we’d take on the world for a ride We’ve done it all backwards Just stayed in line We’ve learnt that you and I have two sides It comes and goes and leaves no signs I’ll pray to god if you end up fine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78KJVH7XT-o I guess… Continue reading I’m tired of “nothing at all”
And if you say you’re okay, I’m gonna heal you anyway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vp8VZe5kqEM My Love: This is the first person I have never given up on. I wish this could be something that could be made more clear. I have been guilty of pulling away from lots of people, but I have never tried to hard to not let go of my Love. I heard this song… Continue reading And if you say you’re okay, I’m gonna heal you anyway
Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
Now that I finished with the other course on relationships that I was recently doing, I am working on a class that helps me work out marriage issues. One of the assignments that I was asked to do was to take emotions and come up with an action plan as to how to cope with… Continue reading Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
Sango and Miroku 