Self-reflection can involve trying to figure out how the other person feels. Here are some more detailed questions: Anger: Why? What is that anger masking? What desires bubble below it? I think my Love tried to make it work for a long time, but I was always unhappy. Yeah, I know what that means- I… Continue reading How is your ex feeling? More homework!
Doing my homework! Part 4
The next assignment is all about recognizing the good times with the person you love in order to use it to bring up good conversations. I don’t know why this is so hard right now, but I think it is because I am facing a lot of self-doubt. I find myself trying to do so,… Continue reading Doing my homework! Part 4
You don’t think I’ll make it. I never said I wanted to! Well did I?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDdQcfz6pbo Tomorrow Will it really come? And if it does come Will I still be human? All I ask of you is one thing that you never do Would you put your arms around me? (I won't tell anyone) Tomorrow Does it have to come? All I ask of you is one thing that you'll… Continue reading You don’t think I’ll make it. I never said I wanted to! Well did I?
My stolen dreams do cry out!
Another day is dawning, but still I find it by bed... Engaging in 2 activities: There is the tip to go on two dates before being the first to approach my Love ever again in any situation. No, not serious romantic dates, but the kind of outings with someone else that actually get you thinking… Continue reading My stolen dreams do cry out!
Why do you come here, when you know it makes things hard for me?
2:11 of the Video... Morrissey really gets it. I miss home so much! For anyone struggling to look forward and full of apologies and cannot pull away… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AvuweztG4Q The song ends with the lines “It was a good lay, a good lay” - a very un-Morrissey sentiment at the time, for a man who claimed… Continue reading Why do you come here, when you know it makes things hard for me?
November is a time, which I must put out of my mind
Sleep on and dream of love Because it's the closest you will Get to love And now here’s Morrissey to remind us all of how we feel like useless wimpy girl, because anyone with a low self-esteem dreads having to do that silly game. But this is the end of letting that viewpoint take over:… Continue reading November is a time, which I must put out of my mind
Doing my homework! Part 3
There is no actual homework, per se, but rather instead a “game” where in an attempt to build self-esteem one has to figure out and list what their good traits are. Be sure to be honest and add things like what others think, personality, physical traits, accomplishments, and abilities. Unlike real life, where you don’t… Continue reading Doing my homework! Part 3
Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
In the next assignment I am asked to finally go and drown myself instead. No, just kidding. But I do have to accept that I get rid of the old me and kill her off. I have been again ahead of the game and saw this one coming, but this is the time to really… Continue reading Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
The moon looks upon me fiercely
It is a full moon, and the full moon means insanity runs amuck. I continue to do all I can to research how to improve my life, myself, and so on. But it’s still incredibly hard. I trusted this person with everything. I truly let a part of myself grow into my Love. And what… Continue reading The moon looks upon me fiercely
Doing my Homework! Part 2
Also known as Worksheet 3 according to the book, I am working on the next assignment from my Relationship book. This assignment covers seeing the big picture. This one does take a bit more thought. I wish I had done this before I even considered being with my Love. Anyway, again, I share this for… Continue reading Doing my Homework! Part 2
Sango and Miroku 