Kikyo - Save me? A wretch such as you presumes to save my soul? You would’ve been better to leave me be and not end your life. Monk- Priestess, to whom may what your purpose is? Time continues for the living. They carve their futures with each passing moment. However, for the dead, such as… Continue reading When you can’t move on – Inuyasha Ep 22
Tag: separation
Reverse reasoning for finding breakup answers
Something that I keep worrying about is how I keep being given tiny clues as to what went wrong to cause the separation and they keep piling up as slightly new different ones each time. Obviously I know what the major ones were, but I suspect there were some other ways I was making things… Continue reading Reverse reasoning for finding breakup answers
The lie, and a lonely existence
I moved into a new airbnb. This endless horrible existence is the worst. Yet when I tell my Love I am moving, I pretend everything is great, and so on... The reaction? Concern for me. Ok, I feel his care to again be told with concern that I again have more male roommates, but sadly, I… Continue reading The lie, and a lonely existence
Everlasting Love
The last time I thought about everlasting love involved being very sad, but today I decided to write down some motivating words that I heard in a video. I think they really summarize what I am thinking when I try so hard and refuse to let go of my Love. “Hopefully you continue to fight… Continue reading Everlasting Love
When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
It hurts so much to know my Love views me as a disappointment as well. I really wanted him to be proud of me. That’s why I tried so hard in the first place. I was never a lazy wife. Never. And the one time I didn’t truly do some serious listening when I should… Continue reading When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
They have power over you
"They have power over you" This statement is made to explain how it goes when someone pushes you away from the relationship. Different feelings arise, which can include sadness, panic, and anger. My most recent lesson for the marriage course that I am taking is about working on oneself and having feelings of anger was… Continue reading They have power over you
And I will lose myself for you
“I'll never let it hold me down I'll never let you walk through hell I would lose myself for you And don't you know that all I need Is a little bit of company and I would lose myself for you (Lose myself for you)” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AEJY-2Ku0Q True love is about sacrifices. That is maturity. I… Continue reading And I will lose myself for you
I’m tired of “nothing at all”
It’s been a while since you and I Said we’d take on the world for a ride We’ve done it all backwards Just stayed in line We’ve learnt that you and I have two sides It comes and goes and leaves no signs I’ll pray to god if you end up fine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78KJVH7XT-o I guess… Continue reading I’m tired of “nothing at all”
And if you say you’re okay, I’m gonna heal you anyway
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vp8VZe5kqEM My Love: This is the first person I have never given up on. I wish this could be something that could be made more clear. I have been guilty of pulling away from lots of people, but I have never tried to hard to not let go of my Love. I heard this song… Continue reading And if you say you’re okay, I’m gonna heal you anyway
I was too negative…but the depression is also severe
Sigh. I have been trying to be more positive and the last post could not sound more down. I feel a lot of hurt. That goes without saying. Eventually I was able to get up and force myself to eat something. That seems to sometimes help. Part of my goals for self-growth have included an… Continue reading I was too negative…but the depression is also severe
Sango and Miroku 