"They have power over you" This statement is made to explain how it goes when someone pushes you away from the relationship. Different feelings arise, which can include sadness, panic, and anger. My most recent lesson for the marriage course that I am taking is about working on oneself and having feelings of anger was… Continue reading They have power over you
Tag: Hurt
The same runaround every time
Every time I talk to anyone - therapist or otherwise - they advise that I find a hobby, work on something else. This polite way to say it could more bluntly be put as “Get the hell over it and find a distraction!” Then I talk about how much I value stability and long for… Continue reading The same runaround every time
And I will lose myself for you
“I'll never let it hold me down I'll never let you walk through hell I would lose myself for you And don't you know that all I need Is a little bit of company and I would lose myself for you (Lose myself for you)” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AEJY-2Ku0Q True love is about sacrifices. That is maturity. I… Continue reading And I will lose myself for you
I’m tired of “nothing at all”
It’s been a while since you and I Said we’d take on the world for a ride We’ve done it all backwards Just stayed in line We’ve learnt that you and I have two sides It comes and goes and leaves no signs I’ll pray to god if you end up fine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78KJVH7XT-o I guess… Continue reading I’m tired of “nothing at all”
Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
Now that I finished with the other course on relationships that I was recently doing, I am working on a class that helps me work out marriage issues. One of the assignments that I was asked to do was to take emotions and come up with an action plan as to how to cope with… Continue reading Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
I was too negative…but the depression is also severe
Sigh. I have been trying to be more positive and the last post could not sound more down. I feel a lot of hurt. That goes without saying. Eventually I was able to get up and force myself to eat something. That seems to sometimes help. Part of my goals for self-growth have included an… Continue reading I was too negative…but the depression is also severe
Where are you in your personal recovery?
Seeing I am in the very cautious time period of reestablishing peaceful talk, I have to think long and hard about these questions a lot of the time. I pulled these series of questions from Mark Seiter’s website. Are you truly ready to talk to your ex again? How much time has gone by since… Continue reading Where are you in your personal recovery?
Putting in the effort for someone
I can see everything, and everything you'll see, is lies! After learning about how respect works and how you have to try so hard to repair a broken relationship, I have not wanted to lose my Love at all, but it was today that I woke up in tears. He has not had to experience… Continue reading Putting in the effort for someone
Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
This episode has a powerful lesson: children who suffer are affected for the rest of their life from traumatic experiences. The little girl who died in the fire was the ultimate depiction of suffering from seeing the world wrong and never being able to be laid to rest. This is for some people, a favorite… Continue reading Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
Inuyasha Episode 13
This episode really stood out to me the first time I saw it. Back then, I had not become familiar with falling in love, but I was familiar with being a good employee and that feeling of betrayal from the spider demon’s deception to the girl really resonated with me. Why? It was… Continue reading Inuyasha Episode 13
Sango and Miroku 