You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does Some people cut themselves when they are depressed, but I choose to not sleep. It is kind of hysterical how little sleep I get any more.… Continue reading I don’t sleep enough anymore
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Being Cold
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWOrZq3fv64 Tonight I made myself some cheddar biscuits – the kind like Red Lobster serves. I have wanted to make them for a really long time, and long ago I think I put off the idea, because I wanted to make them around my Love’s kids. I figured something so caloric would be a… Continue reading Being Cold
Inuyasha 23 – “he hasn’t forgotten you”
"And by the depth of this hole, I’d say she’s as feisty as ever!" - Shippo This episode addresses the thought - will my ex forget about me? No, never. I think it is an ideal reminder. Who can't relate with the pain in this episode if you have experienced a breakup... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFFsp9jbPi8 Another thing… Continue reading Inuyasha 23 – “he hasn’t forgotten you”
What’s wrong with suicide?
I know this will be a controversial subject, but seriously, what is wrong with suicide? This time I am not going to try finding any answers here either. If somebody feels like they have absolutely no desire to live any more, who are we to tell them they can’t? Yes, I understand if somebody wants… Continue reading What’s wrong with suicide?
The lie, and a lonely existence
I moved into a new airbnb. This endless horrible existence is the worst. Yet when I tell my Love I am moving, I pretend everything is great, and so on... The reaction? Concern for me. Ok, I feel his care to again be told with concern that I again have more male roommates, but sadly, I… Continue reading The lie, and a lonely existence
The same runaround every time
Every time I talk to anyone - therapist or otherwise - they advise that I find a hobby, work on something else. This polite way to say it could more bluntly be put as “Get the hell over it and find a distraction!” Then I talk about how much I value stability and long for… Continue reading The same runaround every time
I’m tired of “nothing at all”
It’s been a while since you and I Said we’d take on the world for a ride We’ve done it all backwards Just stayed in line We’ve learnt that you and I have two sides It comes and goes and leaves no signs I’ll pray to god if you end up fine https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78KJVH7XT-o I guess… Continue reading I’m tired of “nothing at all”
Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
Now that I finished with the other course on relationships that I was recently doing, I am working on a class that helps me work out marriage issues. One of the assignments that I was asked to do was to take emotions and come up with an action plan as to how to cope with… Continue reading Doing my homework! Creating an Emotional Action Plan
SHE used to drink water!
I saw this a few days ago and it made me laugh. I feel like this a lot: Within this past hour, I also saw a picture of somebody who expressed himself so much like my Love, that I stopped dead in my tracks with utmost curiosity, along with intrigue. I downloaded the picture,… Continue reading SHE used to drink water!
The moon looks upon me fiercely
It is a full moon, and the full moon means insanity runs amuck. I continue to do all I can to research how to improve my life, myself, and so on. But it’s still incredibly hard. I trusted this person with everything. I truly let a part of myself grow into my Love. And what… Continue reading The moon looks upon me fiercely
Sango and Miroku 