Category: Love
Being Cold
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWOrZq3fv64 Tonight I made myself some cheddar biscuits – the kind like Red Lobster serves. I have wanted to make them for a really long time, and long ago I think I put off the idea, because I wanted to make them around my Love’s kids. I figured something so caloric would be a… Continue reading Being Cold
Being alone
I know what it’s like to be alone. I have a history of isolating myself. I lived alone for many years. And to the people who are hurting out there for that reason of suffering while alone, I am sorry. I am the kind who wants to reach out and help. I feel your pain… Continue reading Being alone
Inuyasha 23 – “he hasn’t forgotten you”
"And by the depth of this hole, I’d say she’s as feisty as ever!" - Shippo This episode addresses the thought - will my ex forget about me? No, never. I think it is an ideal reminder. Who can't relate with the pain in this episode if you have experienced a breakup... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFFsp9jbPi8 Another thing… Continue reading Inuyasha 23 – “he hasn’t forgotten you”
When you can’t move on – Inuyasha Ep 22
Kikyo - Save me? A wretch such as you presumes to save my soul? You would’ve been better to leave me be and not end your life. Monk- Priestess, to whom may what your purpose is? Time continues for the living. They carve their futures with each passing moment. However, for the dead, such as… Continue reading When you can’t move on – Inuyasha Ep 22
The lie, and a lonely existence
I moved into a new airbnb. This endless horrible existence is the worst. Yet when I tell my Love I am moving, I pretend everything is great, and so on... The reaction? Concern for me. Ok, I feel his care to again be told with concern that I again have more male roommates, but sadly, I… Continue reading The lie, and a lonely existence
Everlasting Love
The last time I thought about everlasting love involved being very sad, but today I decided to write down some motivating words that I heard in a video. I think they really summarize what I am thinking when I try so hard and refuse to let go of my Love. “Hopefully you continue to fight… Continue reading Everlasting Love
When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
It hurts so much to know my Love views me as a disappointment as well. I really wanted him to be proud of me. That’s why I tried so hard in the first place. I was never a lazy wife. Never. And the one time I didn’t truly do some serious listening when I should… Continue reading When you / If you / Should you – tips for handling situations for criticism
Girlfriend material – accepting hardships
"She is not a girlfriend material if she leaves as soon as you start crying or expressing a problem. In a relationship, of course we want it to be perfect and always joyful. But being emotional should also be accpeted. A girl who can’t handle you at your first [worst] clearly don’t deserve your best.… Continue reading Girlfriend material – accepting hardships
Inuyasha Ep. 20-21 – taking care of my own attractiveness
This next chapter in the marriage course is a tough one for me. I think it is perhaps my greatest weakness. I have to work on becoming more attractive. I have blogged about this one repeatedly. I keep getting told to do it by literally everyone: take care of myself. “Lie down! Sleep! Rest! How… Continue reading Inuyasha Ep. 20-21 – taking care of my own attractiveness
Sango and Miroku 