How do you prove a change from within?

Friday was a hard day. My friend at work saw something in me ripping me apart from the inside so much, that she decided to pull me aside for a smoke break. She wanted to know what left me so at unease and outright asked me. I told her that I didn't feel like anyone… Continue reading How do you prove a change from within?

The advice to smile: corny but true

Ever heard the advice to simply smile more to be happy? Sometimes that can feel near impossible to do. But I am starting to think, especially after not smiling for so long, that smiles are something that we do exclusively for others. Here's why: a smile puts someone else at ease. They see it and… Continue reading The advice to smile: corny but true

The Journey Begins

Since turning 35, I have had to face some harsh realities about myself as a human being. This is a diary about recovery, hopes, and dreams. Years ago, I remember my Love being very excited about this picture. Now I finally understand why. He actually never saw the series with me, but I found that… Continue reading The Journey Begins