You shut your mouth How can you say I go about things the wrong way? I am human and I need to be loved Just like everybody else does Some people cut themselves when they are depressed, but I choose to not sleep. It is kind of hysterical how little sleep I get any more.… Continue reading I don’t sleep enough anymore
Tag: depression
How to spot Gaslighting
I have been really struggling to understand gaslighting. To describe it as little as possible, I think it is about convincing someone else that they are the problem. My favorite explanation for the concept is as follows: Kali Rogers, founder of Blush Online Coaching, told Elite Daily that gaslighting, or the act of your partner… Continue reading How to spot Gaslighting
Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
This episode has a powerful lesson: children who suffer are affected for the rest of their life from traumatic experiences. The little girl who died in the fire was the ultimate depiction of suffering from seeing the world wrong and never being able to be laid to rest. This is for some people, a favorite… Continue reading Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
Needing Mental Health help?
With Christmas being so near, I found it nearly impossible to talk to anyone. It’s a pretty bad feeling. But there were some places to still go. So if you are having a heavy heart and don’t know what to do, here is what I found: 7 Cups The 7 Cups website at first seemed… Continue reading Needing Mental Health help?
Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
In the next assignment I am asked to finally go and drown myself instead. No, just kidding. But I do have to accept that I get rid of the old me and kill her off. I have been again ahead of the game and saw this one coming, but this is the time to really… Continue reading Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
Whoa! Having counseling when it comes to wanting kids?
I found myself recently thinking about how painful it must have been to feel like my Love had to console me when I was scared about possibly being pregnant, when all long, deep down inside, that’s what he truly wanted. It hurts so much to see that now. I wish this could have been addressed… Continue reading Whoa! Having counseling when it comes to wanting kids?
Money does have more value when you spend it for the right reasons
As I ate a sandwich at work today…I thought about my Love. How he taught me how to handle my knife and fork, as I eat. How he thought it was cute how I’d get food on my face by accident sometimes. The bread had a nice crunch to it, and it made me think… Continue reading Money does have more value when you spend it for the right reasons
Because you’re a crazy person right now
Somebody said that about me. Well, not directly, but it still applies. I talked with a therapist today about myself. Thank goodness for Maven Clinic! It’s a women-only resource for women to be able to see doctors. (I only knew about it by accident as an online user tester.) I wish I could spread the… Continue reading Because you’re a crazy person right now
Heartbroken over what-if
Outside were two fire trucks, and ambulance, sirens going off, and children screaming. And all I’m doing is sitting sadly with my cheesecake (that is already completely gone now), chewing slowly. If I actually lived in this apartment complex, this would be terrifying. But I don’t, so I feel numb instead. The memory of the… Continue reading Heartbroken over what-if
Can you HEAR me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2e1VtTkuZEw I have been guilty of listening to this very beautiful, but sad song WAY TOO MUCH. But it was after about listen #30 of hearing this song, that I realized a very interesting twist. Sometimes the female singer says, "Can you HEAR me" instead of "Can you HEAL me". She also repeats this… Continue reading Can you HEAR me
Sango and Miroku 