I know this will be a controversial subject, but seriously, what is wrong with suicide? This time I am not going to try finding any answers here either. If somebody feels like they have absolutely no desire to live any more, who are we to tell them they can’t? Yes, I understand if somebody wants… Continue reading What’s wrong with suicide?
Tag: sadness
The lie, and a lonely existence
I moved into a new airbnb. This endless horrible existence is the worst. Yet when I tell my Love I am moving, I pretend everything is great, and so on... The reaction? Concern for me. Ok, I feel his care to again be told with concern that I again have more male roommates, but sadly, I… Continue reading The lie, and a lonely existence
Everlasting Love
The last time I thought about everlasting love involved being very sad, but today I decided to write down some motivating words that I heard in a video. I think they really summarize what I am thinking when I try so hard and refuse to let go of my Love. “Hopefully you continue to fight… Continue reading Everlasting Love
The same runaround every time
Every time I talk to anyone - therapist or otherwise - they advise that I find a hobby, work on something else. This polite way to say it could more bluntly be put as “Get the hell over it and find a distraction!” Then I talk about how much I value stability and long for… Continue reading The same runaround every time
I survived the first date!
The first date…happened. I want to thank Mat Boggs for his encouraging audio to help me survive. This pep talk which he gives is definitely the attitude to have with someone when as you are looking in the mirror and about to step out the door: http://www.crackingthemancode.com/love-abundance-mindset-training-reg I also focused on making a comfortable neutral… Continue reading I survived the first date!
Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
This episode has a powerful lesson: children who suffer are affected for the rest of their life from traumatic experiences. The little girl who died in the fire was the ultimate depiction of suffering from seeing the world wrong and never being able to be laid to rest. This is for some people, a favorite… Continue reading Inuyasha 12 – Soul Piper and the Mischievious Little Spirit
Needing Mental Health help?
With Christmas being so near, I found it nearly impossible to talk to anyone. It’s a pretty bad feeling. But there were some places to still go. So if you are having a heavy heart and don’t know what to do, here is what I found: 7 Cups The 7 Cups website at first seemed… Continue reading Needing Mental Health help?
November is a time, which I must put out of my mind
Sleep on and dream of love Because it's the closest you will Get to love And now here’s Morrissey to remind us all of how we feel like useless wimpy girl, because anyone with a low self-esteem dreads having to do that silly game. But this is the end of letting that viewpoint take over:… Continue reading November is a time, which I must put out of my mind
Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
In the next assignment I am asked to finally go and drown myself instead. No, just kidding. But I do have to accept that I get rid of the old me and kill her off. I have been again ahead of the game and saw this one coming, but this is the time to really… Continue reading Doing my homework! Introduction to part 3
The moon looks upon me fiercely
It is a full moon, and the full moon means insanity runs amuck. I continue to do all I can to research how to improve my life, myself, and so on. But it’s still incredibly hard. I trusted this person with everything. I truly let a part of myself grow into my Love. And what… Continue reading The moon looks upon me fiercely
Sango and Miroku 