This was totally an episode that is all about mothers. I never realized I could learn so much from watching Inuyasha when it comes to coping with my difficulties. I found it interesting that even the “tough-guy” Inuyasha clearly had a soft spot for his mother. And they selected the scene with Kagome’s mother offering… Continue reading Inuyasha Episode 5!
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This past week has been a busy one!
I spent every single day trying to find ways to improve the home. Just those little sort of things that make one a little happier when they are better. But this awful knot in my stomach, this bad feeling, this little voice keeps whispering in my head dark thoughts… Oh, please don’t drop me home… Continue reading This past week has been a busy one!
Inuyasha – Episode 2!
It’s weird how I remember thinking the crows in this episode were soooo scary. Life has a way of putting things in perspective. Losing love is much worse than any beast. Though it is funny how the crows attack human hearts. It is a subtle reminder that if we lose our heart we lose ourselves.… Continue reading Inuyasha – Episode 2!
Inuyasha – Episode 1!
I guess after all this talk about the characters from Inuyasha, I decided to rewatch the show. It is hard to believe it has been 7 years since then. Having a good background of what the show is about, I easily jumped in to watch it. But by not entirely remembering the entire story, I… Continue reading Inuyasha – Episode 1!
Better Place – Rachel Platten
My ears seem to notice all sad music no matter where I go now. I don’t even have to hear the lyrics. I sense it immediately like a sixth sense. But while I was at Fed Ex today, I heard this one and it spoke volumes to me: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvI9PuGorwI This song title is especially comforting… Continue reading Better Place – Rachel Platten
Why I write – and the butterfly with the taste for death
I originally started this diary with the hopes to share my experiences with others. Maybe somebody else can relate with me, or maybe I can reassure somebody else that they are not alone. I do like to help others. But yes, I am here because I need help. I am struggling to be ok. But… Continue reading Why I write – and the butterfly with the taste for death
The advice to smile: corny but true
Ever heard the advice to simply smile more to be happy? Sometimes that can feel near impossible to do. But I am starting to think, especially after not smiling for so long, that smiles are something that we do exclusively for others. Here's why: a smile puts someone else at ease. They see it and… Continue reading The advice to smile: corny but true
Knowing yourself vs. finding yourself
"Let the mind shut up, and the heart do the rest" I have been getting ready to give my Love a gift of an album of music created by the great "Hojo", aka Howard Jones. I think my Love has been wanting to learn more about himself, who he is, and what that means for… Continue reading Knowing yourself vs. finding yourself
The Journey Begins
Since turning 35, I have had to face some harsh realities about myself as a human being. This is a diary about recovery, hopes, and dreams. Years ago, I remember my Love being very excited about this picture. Now I finally understand why. He actually never saw the series with me, but I found that… Continue reading The Journey Begins
Sango and Miroku 